The
Following are Extracts from a pending publication.
Historically
we live in a 'permissive' society--a society in which everything is allowed-consequence,
partly perhaps, due to excesses committed through History by social-politic-religious
organizations in power.
The
mistake is, that, unfortunately because of this, we go from one end to the
other, from one extreme ('you have to believe the same I do-or I'll kill
you' attitude) to another ('any & everything is OK. & valid-since everything is relative & personal
anyway' attitude), from a terribly ignorant & intransigent position to a
quasi-infantile, confused & purposeless reality. And I, for one, believe
that extremes are not right. It is like: or living in a jail chained, or
being out in space without gravity.
I
believe --the same way the great J.S. Bach did-- that I make music both
for the glory of God
& the 'sublimation of the human soul', affecting people positively in His
name, & that by being a creative musician I am simply fulfilling the statement
that "we have been created to His Image & similarity". I also have the deep
conviction that, as a creative-improvising musician, I am fulfilling God's
command to "Sing unto the Lord a new song", that it is possible to be openly
creative --with infinite capabilities ideas wise-- because of His promise
that states that "His blessings are new every morning".
Also,
I understand that imagination, hard work & submission to His matchless creative power,
are key for us as musicians to get to the highest level, affecting people
to a better, richer place, the same way as David's anointed music made depression
disappear from king Saul's soul.
For
me performing is a sacred act: regardless of the situation, place or time,
when people see me play they are simply witnessing an act of worship, submission & dependency.
Of worship because
--as a deeply committed Christian-- I believe that the act of music-making
is at the very core of my identity: God has created me to worship Him, & playing
for His glory --this dynamically powerful, inter-personal relationship--
fills me in a way that is impossible to describe in words. Of submission because
by getting myself 'out of the way' --in a way, partially similar to Zen-- & letting
God do 'His job', is the only way I have experienced anything worthy, musically
valuable. And -finally- of dependency, because I discovered long
time ago that I cannot do ANYTHING AT ALL on my own! All
creative power, beauty, depth & substantial meaningfulness comes directly
from the Almighty Creator. Like a specialist crossing a tightrope over an
abyss, I have learned to trust His power --inexorably & completely in spite
of me!-- to take me beyond what I could have ever imagined, possibilities-wise.
Thus,
all of a sudden, & as a direct result of this, a whole new & fresh perspective
emerges, giving meaning, sense, balance, certitude & direction in the endless
journey that characterizes my experience as--hopefully--a creative artist.
I
also believe God made me a musician to keep me humble for the rest of my
life: How else could I be after the presence of geniuses, great luminaries
--both through Western & Non-Western History-- of insurmountable creative
capacity? Having been both blessed & affected by masters like Bach, Beethoven,
Mozart; Bartok, Stravinsky, Messiaen; 'Baba' Allaudin Khan, Ali Akbar Khan,
Raviji Shankar, Nikhil Banerjee, Hariprasad Chaurassia; John Coltrane, Charlie
Parker, Louis Armstrong, & so many others... how could we nowadays have
any room for arrogance.?
I
believe that we are lost without God, that we have a void in the very core
of our existence that only God can fill. Like a child trying to put a square
figure into a round hole, we try --unsuccessfully-- to fill this emptiness
with religion, mysticism, good deeds, intellectualism, art, activism, sex,
drugs/alcohol --fill the blank... But it is only when we find the cross
as the door to the father, is that we can fill that gap, one that otherwise
remains insurmountable.
People
may ask: why, as an educated artist/musician, in such an 'advanced' time,
can I still believe that the only way to salvation, God the Father and Heaven,
is Jesus Christ? How about other cultures, religions, ways, convictions,
etc., Why would not they be valid? How and why is Jesus exclusive (after
all, I can believe in Him, while also believe in other philosophies, right?).
My
answer is very simple, and I will not be quoting the Bible, I simply based
it on logic : If God is omniscient [that means He knows it all] He definitely
is not senseless!!. Any parent would agree with me in recognizing that there
is nothing more precious than our kids. So, if God knows it all, wouldn't
He then spare the life of His only son, if there was any other way[s] through
which we could be saved? That is why Jesus is exclusive, because of our
condition, we can only take God's answer --the only perfect one-- to reestablish
our relationship with Him. It is like being pregnant: we are or we are not!
There is no such a thing as being "half pregnant", or a little bit-almost-"quasi" pregnant.
Or,
again, like speeding-up. Whenever we break the speed limit [be it 65 m.p.h.,
or other] we are speeding-up, period!!, we could never say: "I was speeding-up
a little bit", or a lot. It is ON or OFF, and yes, there are aspects in
life that subscribe to this reality. You see, God loved us so much, that
He paid the ultimate price for us--one that we were supposed to pay--by
giving us His Son. If we could have made it on our own, through, again,
any of the ways mentioned before, God, the perfect father, would have never
sacrificed his only son while consciously knowing that humanity had other
way[s] or mean[s] to be saved.
That
would be the cruelest thing, God giving His son in ransom while knowing
that there was any alternative. UNLESS it was absolutely, inexorably necessary,
God, that knows it all, knowing that the loss of a child is the worst natural
tragedy any parent can go though--I can personally confirm that, I lost
my daughter few years ago--would have definitely spared him if there was
another way. And He did it out love!! What a tremendous--human logic defying--mystery,
but what a fantastic & wonderful reality: God loves us so much He gave us
His own Son for our sake!!
I
believe that music is by nature one & universal, the same way God [our- Creator]
is one
& universal. In every kind of music, we observe parameters unequivocally
common to all of them (in spite of art's own subjective nature) like playing
on time, playing in tune, playing with life, developing a finely sophisticated
vocabulary, always striving for a nice combination of balance & exuberance
that affects our sensibilities in a very deep way, etc.; the same way that
human beings are universally the same, by our own nature since the dawn of
times: no matter geographic origins or chronology we are the same: we love,
we hate, we are greedy, we pursuit power & control over any & everything,
etc.
There
is--though--a difficulty that comes as a consequence from the very nature
of music itself: music happens to be such a powerful, undeniably elevated
force that many times it gets confused with the Creator! God, the Creator
has created absolutely everything, including music. Then, something created--like
music--could never take the place of the One that created it--God Almighty!
That is why I am also convinced that the best example of the universality
of God's Love towards humanity is the cross, where He gave His son Jesus
Christ for our sake!!.It is my tremendous
privilege to thank Him for His all encompassing love expressed through the
different musical traditions/expressions that characterizes my artistic
direction. OSSIA
By exercising
these eclectic musical directions I am also conveying my gratitude to such
an all encompassing love!! |